Unsent Letters

Nelle Ashborn
Mar 19, 2024

To: The People Who Raised Me

I didn't mean to be Katie Kaboom.
I'm scared and confused as I sit in my room.

Please forgive me for not understanding.
In a forest of monsters is where I am standing.

I didn't mean to shout and scream.
I keep landing in a bad man's dream.

Please forgive me for my big feelings.
It's more than my childhood that man's been stealing.

I didn't mean to be so mad.
I'm just so tired of feeling sad.

Please forgive me for the way I behave.
I'm lost and alone, safe connection I crave.

I didn't mean to explode in anger.
My tummy hurts, as it fears danger.

Please forgive me for hoping you'll see,
The pain in my eyes as I long for safety.

I didn't mean to be Katie Kaboom.
I'm unable to flee as my predators loom…

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Nelle Ashborn
Nelle Ashborn

Written by Nelle Ashborn

As a writer, mental health advocate, & human trafficking survivor, I wish to light a path of hope for others. You're not alone. https://linktr.ee/Nelle.Ashborn

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