Thank you for sharing your difficult story. I too am a survivor; I spent 20 years with my teenage abuse repressed. I spent 30 years with my youngest CSA buried. I'm finally healing and it is unbelievably hard. The more of us that share our stories, the less others feel alone, and when we share these painful truths, we help others understand the complexities and messiness of trauma. Keep it up, from one warrior to another. ❤️